a chance of sunshine?

只觉得好突然，
突然到我语无伦次，
心里不知是什么滋味，
只知道好像被朋友耍了。
他如此的问，
是因为朋友的玩笑吗？
还是想跟朋友们斗气？
还是因为想找个伴呢？

还是....凭感觉而问的?

p/s: 心中还是抛不去那种恐惧感，他真心的吗？

单身

不喜欢身边的人如此的问~
怎么还单身呢？
不要太挑剔啦？
吃亏是自己哦！
... ...

我哪来的挑啊？
我凭什么挑啊？
胡说八道！
可是我又只能无奈敷衍的傻笑.
... ...

不是说~
年级到了,
条件足了,
寂寞满了,
独撑累了,
点头算了!

p/s: 而是感觉到了? 神祝福了? 但身边太多失败的例子,我开始什么都感觉不到了...

Domestic voilence

found this from fren's post out...
meaningful...
such a deep and thoughtful words,
reflect me abt wat happened recently to the ppl i cared...
feel sad to see and to hear abt...
the conflict between man and woman,
but, usually woman becomes victim,
'she' will keep quite to protect relationship,
keep the tears, worries, scares deep in the heart,
keep the scars and bruises underneath the clothes,
and let the domestic voilence keep happening....

"Woman was created from the rib of man..
Not from his head to be above him..
Not his feet to be walked upon..
But from his side to be equal..
Near his arm to be protected..
And close to his heart to be loved"

p/s: to all women..

coursemates

such a long time,
din hear abt them,
miss them a lot...
wondering if the time can return back...

today,
received invitation to join a short trip!
wow, this kind of invitation so attractive,
coz, v ll gather together after such a long duration!

haha, wan to yell tat
even now v r in diff department,
diff hospital,
diff states,
the hearts of usmkk still close to each other...

yea....
i knw there must be a lot changes after the time passed,
maybe the topics of conversation or the views ll be diff,
but,
just wan to say~
wat's wrong if hv a gathering again,
and if not grab the opportunity,
when v can gather together again?!

p/s: plan to burn $ again... even the plan may not successful, but, dear frens, thanks for the invitation....

价值

看着一部剧，
里面说：
“一样东西的价值，
在于拥有它的人，
对它的珍惜和疼爱。”

联想到：
自己拥有自己，
如果不懂珍惜或疼爱它，
它变得没有价值，
相反的对自己加倍疼爱，
它就变得无价之宝。

同样的，
拥有并爱你的人，
不懂得付出珍惜和疼爱，
因为他并不懂得你的价值。
自然的，
一天你遇上对的人，
不谈条件，
不谈理由的爱你，
是因为他发现~
你是他心中最有价值的宝贝！


*C：想对她说：“你看见自己的价值吗？你在他心中的价值是多少？他在你心中的价值又是多少？”

生气

有时真的为一些事，
好生气， 好生气，
但过后，
发现不值得发脾气，
只好转身道歉。
但我却常常发现，
为何只有我该生气，
只有我先陪不是，
错又在于我吗？
只好感叹，
好讨厌自己的心软，
对或错，
永远只好为了大局自己啃！

好想喊说：
“并不是因为事情可以用道歉带过而去做，
也并不是因为想带过事情而去道歉！
而是我好像并没有生气的权利！"


p/s: 今晚，*C 又向人道歉了，只能喊无奈啊！