"Doctor!"

wow... a memorial day in my life!

every1 was very excited and worried when waiting for Dean and lecturers came to announce the result for us after the final exam of our medic course!

after hours...after captured photos...after chat and hugged w friends who accompanied my thru these tough 5 yrs...finally the panel came...

"A... B... C... "till my name was called :"Dr L! "i stood up w numbness and speechless face! y? coz i was shocked w the call!

the atmostphere at that abt 15 min when almost all my coursemates' names were called is unforgetable forever! the friends sat besides me ~ some were crying, some were clapping hands happily for friends, some were laughing happily... my feeling at that time mixed!
then, i couldn't control my tears... i was quite sad when i knw tt some of my friends's names have x been called... sad story!

but, what to do?! i prayed and let Lord guard and keep them, hopefully they ll be called as Doctor few months later! yes, i believe they can!

the future road ll be more tough, let this war III became our experience to become stronger and keep fighting!

World war III

juz wanna share and try to record down the memories abt my final medical yr exam. sigh... my memory function really degenerating and worsening and it was proved thru this exam...

paper to paper, i tried to knocked my skull box and tried to stimulated and even shaking the brain inside the box...but, it maybe traumatized , and my papers became 'the tissue papers' and mopped up all the 'rubbish'!

wahaha.... have to mentioned the incidence that became the history of my university!
on the 1st day of exam, all students entered the exam hall anxiously... when the exam started for less than 5 min, Dr A, the coordinator announced all the students stop and put down the pens! wat happened? i still blurred and clouding at that moment! wah, the whole papers clipped in same staple and all answers were exposed, wat a BLESS ?!
i gave Dr A 100% for his alertness to stop this mistake... all students stayed out side the hall and discussing the questions of the exam... i really couldn't imagine how those genius friends could find out almost all the questions of the exam in that critical 5 min! but, wat ever! i rushed back to room and found out the 1st case that i saw...
P/s: actually this was a stupid step!!! for sure the exposed one will not repeat again in the next session! however, the exam postponed to another day... my instinct feeling which just want to learn what i din prepare well during study weeks ignored all the spot question by the 'geniuses'! P/s: again, a stupid step!

the nightmare approched! the exam repeated the other questions which spot by geniuses!wahaha, my emo was wrecked at that time and my brain bleeding, pouring out foul dark blood!
a MUST to mention here is: the exam finished and i went back room at nearly 12midnight!
is this an trial for us as a student for testing our stamina as a further night worker stay-up whole night w well higher mental function but pair of panda eyes?!

the exam went on... unfortunated my usual migraine which changed to abnormal symptoms, throbbing pain at the back of ear... wow, swelling like absess at that region! actifas per actifas i took, then, hours per hours i slept! wat i was doing in those critical time in that exam week?

P/s: a quite humor experience here: it was about 5 hours duration b4 i enter for a very important paper, i took the pill again, of course, i still able to sleep soundly for 2-3 hours wx any anxiety! a bless or a disaster?
but, God bless! i met a 'benign' examiner even with an uncooperative exam patient!

today, i felt very thankful for the Lord as i met a lot of kind examiners and the nurses and observer, Dr L during my bedside examination! felt calm and touching when the examiners who r usually less approachable said "good!" to some of the small performance! felt thankful to them!

Yup! as wat Dr L said during end of my bedside exam: u can go and celebrate!
yes, i did!


here r the food that released my stresses during my study weeks!

London fish and chips!

wow...my fav dark brownie cake!

again, my usual fav crunch ice cream!

p/s: when u r in sad mood, w unexplain frust, try somethg sweet!!! forget all the calories, fats! juz enjoy it! it ll make u cool down and sweeter! hehe, it juz like the principle: a hot bitter coffee, add-on the sugar and ice= yummy ice coffee!

Pizza!

yummy 'tong sui'! thanks to miss O delivery!

hehe: i learned from miss Jun~ STRESSED=DESSERTS!

another dessert!

YAHOO! a break after the bedside exam!

haha.. again ice cream! banana split @ "Billy restorant'!

i ordered a baked spaghetti,, a nice try!

*C: a break 2nite for this war III, another paper to go... 2mr ll be a new day to fight! and.... HOLIDAYS is coming!

Happier?

很多時候,很多事情,

也許很難了解,並接受,

又因對這些累了...

一向考慮很多,牽掛很多的我,

今天...

只問了: r u happier?

回應說: yes...

我簡單的說: good!

Heart for Down

so free for blog? hehe, nope!
stay up whole night for final exam preparation...
dun knw y, cant sleep!!!
hehe, side effect of tea which usually x effective at all to me?!

i juz did revision on Down Synd, a Genetic disease...
feel nice to share a touching event during my peadiatrics posting few months ago...

tt day was my end posting exam day...
i was facing a "killer" examiner, very nervous at that time...
the examiner was showing me a chest radiograph...
i felt lucky as tt was my pt's whom i examined 1 day b4 the exam!!!
while interpretating the x-ray, tt same patient came and stood beside me...
emmm...actually he x clear tt i was at exam setting,
he smiled at me, i neglected him as the killer was in front of me...
i continued my work...
but, he was so friendly, he showed his hand as a sign wanna shake hand w me...
... ...
i stopped my conversation w the examiner,
and i turned to him, and touched his hand, then gentlely showed the sign "bye2!"
he was so happy and left to his own bed... ...
... ...
the examiner looked at me, then he smiled for secs... then, v cont the exam...

emmm... Down syndrome patient always shows happy emo...
although his brain x developed well, but he likes to make friends like other kids...
even though his dysmorphic faces with mongolian like eyes, flat nose, small mouth with big tongue, he smiles and laughs more and happier than normal ppl...
even though his right palmar creases r lesser than normal one, incurved little finger,i still can felt the warmness from his palm...
he... juz a simple boy and lives w a simple life :)

P/s: this pt got severe congenital heart disease w multiple operation scar on his chest wall... hope he is better now and lives happily!

*C: a doctor not only fulled w knowledge and well in sharing the knowledge, but shld also well in express the caring heart to the patients...
"Aiyo, *C, r u ready to be a good and safe doctor ?"

The missing piece

For those who didn't fit And those who did.
It was missing a piece. And it was not happy.
So it set off in search of its missing piece.
And as it rolled, it sang this song
"Oh I'm lookin' for my missin' piece I'm lookin' for my missin' piece Hi-dee-ho, here I go, Lookin' for my missin' piece"
Sometimes it baked in the sun

but then the cool rain would come down.
And somethimes it was frozen by the snow but then the sun would come and warm it again.
And because it was missing a piece it could not roll very fast so it would stop to talk to a worm
or smell a flower and sometimes it would pass a beetle
and sometimes the beetle would pass it
and this was the best time of all.
And on it went, over oceans
"Oh I'm lookin' for my missin' piece Over land and over seas So grease my knees and fleece my bees. I'm lookin' for my missin' piece."
through swamps and jungles up mountains
and down mountains

Until one day, lo and behold!
"I've found my missin' piece I've found my missin' piece So grease my knees and fleece my bees I've found my..."
"Wait a minute" said the piece. "Before you go greasing your knees and fleecing your bees..."
"I am not your missing piece. I am nobody's piece. I am my own piece. And even if I was somebody's missing piece I don't think I'd be yours!"
"Oh" it said sadly "I'm sorry to have bothered you" And on it rolled.
It found another piece
but this one was too small.
And this one was too big.
This one was a little too sharp.
And this one was too square.
One time it seemed to have found the perfect piece
but it didn't hold it tightly enough and lost it.
Another time it held too tightly
and it broke.
So on and on it rolled,
having adventures
falling into holes
and bumping into stone walls.
And then one day it came upon another piece that seemed to be just right.
"Hi" it said. "Hi" said the piece. "Are you anybody else's missing piece?" "Not that I know of" "Well, maybe you want to be your own piece?" "I can be someone's and still be my own." "Maybe I do." "Maybe we won't fit.." "Well..." "Hummmm?" "Ummmmm!"
It fit! It fit perfectly! At last! At last!
And away it rolled and because it was now complete, it rolled faster and faster, Faster than it had ever rolled before!
So fast that it could not stop to talk to a worm or smell a flower
too fast for a butterfly to land.
But it could sing its happy song, at last it could sing "I've found my missing piece"
And it began to sing "I've frown my nizzin'geez Uf vround my mitzin'brees So krease ny meas An bleez ny dregs Uf frown..." Oh my, now that it was complete it could not sing at all
"Aha" it thought. "So that's how it is!"
So it stopped rolling....
and it set the piece down gently,
and slowly rolled away
and as it rolled it softly sang
"Oh I'm lookin' for my missin' piece I'm lookin' for my missin' piece Hi-dee-ho,here I go, Lookin' for my missin' piece."



*C: here v go for an interesting flash in Chinese version... hehe, Shel is an illustrator too!
http://flash.7k7k.com/fl_3/96630835532.swf




*C: yea...sometime, ppl really unsatisfy w self, always focus on 'the missing piece' and neglected the rest... ...work hard for the missing piece, but at the end, ppl ll find tt, although he/she got the missing piece, h/she still cant be satisfied....


then??? y not appreciate what v already had, and be thankful for what v already got?!





p/s: Feng, 10s for sharing the short story :)