lazy or phobia

after dropped tears for work,
i decided to rest at home,
enjoyed mum's cook,
played w children,
and laughed in front of TV screen...
i m so so so lazy for work!
nope,
the exact word is~ phobia!
once upon a time,
i was a robot girl,
without any emo,
just wanted to boost for work...
but...
i feel i m still not capable for the duties...
blames and fears pooling,
and i know nobody can help me...
Lord, i m so phobia to work!